HINDI version: http://literaryimpulse.com/poem/183/50-आसिफा/
I am a hindu and I
Like killing and fucking little
Because she was a muslim and I raped her?
Or was she a little girl before puberty? And I did what I will again do.
Or was it just because I was a hindu?
And there is a 1947 partition. True. There is.
And I am talking to myself.
There is 1947 partition and there is
Partition from 1947 to today
Going on continuing mulling
Its existence like a wo/man in love.
But I am a swine.
And shit is my goddess.
I am proud of myself.
(The clouds hang above me
The world is a cheater.
And I am proud of myself.)
O yes, I am proud of myself.
And the temples shine with the girth
And fat and blood and muscles
Of the vagina of a little girl.
I should not have said ‘vagina’.
I should not have said periods.
I should not have said woman and menstruation and jeans.
Jeans? Fuck jeans.
I dont need jeans even
Burkhas are okay with me and I am proud of myself.
I am a proud Hindu
I am a proud muslim
I am a proud swine.
And now the swines are looking at me with hatred.
They are saying swines
Are not hindus. Fuck.
I don’t eat cows like those muslims.
I eat little girls.
A little girl is enough for me.
My dick is too small for the vagina of a big woman in love with me!
PS: Hinduism is just a way of life!
(1343, 16/04/18, palampur)